T. E. Shaw

If you haven't given up on me, you do not know me well enough.
If you have given up on me, you do not know me well enough.

We've come too far to give up who we are.

Limelight

My Family and Other Animals

The 37th Edition of The Radio Amateur's Handbook, 1960

Timeline

[21 May 2025](./timeline/2025/01/21/README.md)

Русский

Книги

[Мартиролог](./русский/книги/мартиролог/README.md) [Пикник на обочине](./русский/книги/пикник-на-обочине/README.md) `27 апрель 2025-`

Фильм

[Сталкер](русский/фильмы/сталкер/README.md)

Люди

[Андре́й Тарко́вский](./русский/люди/андрей-тарковский/README.md) [Братья Стругацкие](русский/люди/братья-стругацкие/README.md)

English

Original Research

Authenticity [The Revolution Will Not Be Televised] [Reading](./english/original-research/reading/README.md) [Renewable Energy](./english/renewable-energy/README.md) [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_peace_activists](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_peace_activists) [Empathy](./english/original-research/empathy/README.md) [Gender](./english/original-research/gender/README.md) [Diplomacy](./english/original-research/diplomacy/README.md) Frederick and William Langenheim: 'eclipse of the sun,' the first photograph of a solar eclipse (1854) [Photography](./english/original-research/photography/README.md) [Woke](./english/original-research/woke/README.md) [Book Publishing](./english/book-publishing/README.md) [Attention to Detail](./english/attention-to-detail/README.md) [A Relative Timeline](./english/original-research/a-relative-timeline) [Digital Products and Services](./english/original-research/digital-products-and-services/README.md) including "How to talk to the users?" by Sam Altman

Original Thought

[Family Values](./Family/README.md) [1-(1-1-1)-1](./english/original-thought/1-1-1-1-1/README.md) [How I became the Mother of Durrell or Why and How I bought a horse] `2024-` People Reading in Public [Famous People as Young Adults](./english/original-thought/famous-people-as-young-adults/README.md) [(working title) Empathy as an Ingredient of Expertise](./english/original-thought/empathy-as-an-ingredient-of-expertise/README.md) [How to Save the World](./english/original-thought/how-to-save-the-world/README.md) [The Morale of the Artists](./english/original-thought/the-morale-of-the-artists/README.md) No Governance w/o Representation should be the modern state of https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/No_taxation_without_representation [On Taxing the Super Rich](./english/original-thought/on-taxing-the-super-rich/README.md) [What to do in this day and time and why?](./english/original-thought/what-to-do-in-this-day-and-time-and-why/README.md)

Bare Bones

Against the World

### Philosophy Paradox of Tolerance in [Tolerance](./Tolerance/README.md) ### Literature I remember, as a child, my grandmother had bonbons, that were covered w/ their own dust. I liked to keep them in my mouth till the dust had melted and then I would place them on another tray. Once I had licked the dust out of all bonbons. I think this defines part of my attitude towards books, for it is impossible to read all the good books, but I try to at least get their essense, the feel. Someone once said, that "some people write a book to help other people write one sentence". I think one can enjoy some books simply by having them, by holding them, by reading the dust jacket and a few pages. [A Theory of Semiotics](./english/literature/a-theory-of-semiotics/README.md) by Umberto Eco [Paradise Lost](english/literature/ParadiseLost/README.md) [The Cocktail Party](english/literature/the-cocktail-party/README.md) by T. S. Eliot [The Revival of Political Imagination. Utopia as Methodology.](./english/literature/the-revival-of-political-imagination-utopia-as-methodology/README.md) I did not think a book about politics will excited me at my age, like I am in my late teens. [Time Within Time: The Diaries 1970–1986](./english/literature/time-within-time-the-diaries-1970-1986/README.md) by [Andrei Tarkovsky](./people/andrei-tarkovsky/README.md) Silverview by John le Carré (I am Edward Avon) The Rings of Saturn by W. G. Sebald (learned about it from Edward Avon from Silverview) [The Big Short](./english/literature/the-big-short/README.md) [Cavett](./english/literature/cavett/README.md) by Dick Cavett and Christopher Porterfield `27 April 2025-` [Eye on Cavett] While researching Christopher Porterfield in relation to [Cavett](./english/literature/cavett/README.md) `30 April 2025-` [A Wizard of Earthsea](./english/literature/a-wizard-of-earthsea/README.md) by [Ursula Le Guin](./english/people/ursula-le-guin/README.md) The formative book of a good friend in his late teens and early 20s. [The Handmaid's Tale] MA on recommendation by AEE I first refused due to hype then discovered its 300 pages and how did they make so many episodes? `1 May 2025` image in the desert eat stones /// Everybody's Protest Novel by James Baldwin in relation to Uncle Tom's Cabin `18 May 2025` The Big Short `25 May 2025` ?, for rhetorical questions (on BBC4, unspeakable) [The Bell Jar](./english/literature/the-bell-jar) [SCUM Manifesto](./english/literature/scum-manifesto/README.md) [Bachelors and Bunnies](./english/literature/bachelors-and-bunnies/README.md) [Dubliners](./english/literature/dubliners/README.md) [The Three Musketeers](./english/literature/the-three-musketeers/README.md) [The Origins of Totalitarism](./english/literature/the-origins-of-totalitarism/README.md) by Hannah Arendt [Notes of a Dirty Old Man](./english/literature/notes-of-a-dirty-old-man/README.md)

Review of the Press

Review of the Press

### Human Nature [Extrovert](Extrovert/README.md) [Motivation and Importance](Motivation/README.md) [Prohibition](Prohibition/README.md) [Criticism and Critique](criticism-and-critique/README.md) [Creativity](./Creativity/README.md) Paul McCartney and John Cleese [Friendship](friendship/README.md) Why is it more difficult to make friends as an adult? Change / Change before you have to / when you change (that image) / be useful | Arnold Schwarzernegger, his autobiography. [Elia Kazan](./people/elia-kazan/README.md, read the obituary. [Human Error](./english/original-research/human-error/README.md) ### Paradoxes Bonini's paradox "As a model of a complex system becomes more complete, it becomes less understandable. Alternatively, as a model grows more realistic, it also becomes just as difficult to understand as the real-world processes it represents." [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bonini%27s_paradox](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bonini%27s_paradox) ### Neurodivergense Pathological Demand Avoidance: Characteristics & Treatments [https://www.choosingtherapy.com/pathological-demand-avoidance/](https://www.choosingtherapy.com/pathological-demand-avoidance/) ### People [Foreigners](./english/people/foreigners) [A very high profile people using popular quotes](./Quotes/README.md) [My Idols are Dead and my Enempies are in Power](people/MyIdolsareDeadandmyEnemiesareinPower/README.md) [Extraordinary people have ordinary problems](./people/extraordinary-people-have-ordinary-problems/README.md) [Hannah Fry](./english/people/hannah-fry/README.md) #### x x x [Andrei Tarkovsky](./people/andrei-tarkovsky/README.md) [Anthony Bourdain](people/AnthonyBourdain/README.md) [Leonard Bernstein](people/LeonardBernstein/README.md) [D. E. Shaw](./english/people/d-e-shaw/README.md) [Sylvia Plath](./english/people/sylvia-plath/README.md) [The Bell Jar](./english/literature/the-bell-jar/README.md) [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dame_Edna_Everage])https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dame_Edna_Everage) [Dick Cavett](./english/people/dick-cavett/README.md) reading Cavett `3 May 2025` [Ursula Le Guin](./english/people/ursula-le-guin/README.md) `30 April 2025` [Caoimhe Butterly](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caoimhe_Butterly) `8 June 2025` Louise Bourgeois [Dame Edna] w/ Trump [https://www.facebook.com/reel/137556588406027?fs=e&fs=e](https://www.facebook.com/reel/137556588406027?fs=e&fs=e) Huxley https://www.facebook.com/reel/1942626972759778?fs=e&fs=e [Stuart Nolan](./english/people/stuart-nolan/README.md) re: PhD `3 May 2025` [Casanova] https://www.bbc.com/reel/video/p0lb6x9t/inside-the-hidden-quarters-of-history-s-greatest-seducer https://it.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lia_Celi The G Variations Prague Wes Anderson [Elia Kazan](./people/elia-kazan/README.md) I grew up hearing and reading the name Elia Kazan. [Andy Warhol](./english/people/andy-warhol/README.md) [Igor Stravinsky](./english/people/igor-stravinsky/README.md) [Emily Bender] [Jackson Pollock] "Each age finds its own technique." https://youtu.be/PYpA0iWhjJc [George Bernard Shaw](./english/people/george-bernard-shaw) [Valerie Solanas](./english/people/valerie-solanas/README.md) [Maurice Girodias](./english/people/maurice-girodias/README.md) publisher of [SCUM manifesto](./english/literature/scum-manifesto/README.md) and Tropic of Cander [Terence Stamp](./english/people/terence-stamp/README.md) -17 August 2025 [Martin Parr](./english/people/martin-parr/README.md) [D H Lawrence](./english/people/d-h-lawrence/README.md) [Sallie Fiske](./english/people/sallie-fiske/README.md) [Sophy Rickett](./english/people/sophy-rickett/index.html) ### Cinema [Conclave](english/cinema/conclave/README.md), 5 April 2025. Good my way. [The Big Short](./english/cinema/the-big-short/README.md) [Margin Call](./english/cinema/margin-call/README.md) The Grand Budapest Hotel [One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest](english/cinema/one-flew-over-the-cuckoos-nest/README.md) [Requiem for a Dream](./english/cinema/requiem-for-a-dream/README.md) `7 June 2025` [Something the Lord Made](./english/cinema/something-the-lord-made) w/ Mos Def and Alan Rickman The Spy Who Came In From The Cold https://youtu.be/F8MwYkbvJjI also place at JlC [Women In Love](./english/cinema/women-in-love/README.md) Making of Blade Runner [https://youtu.be/9AoiqICo6ZI?si=e6c7-MYvleUmz_jB](https://youtu.be/9AoiqICo6ZI?si=e6c7-MYvleUmz_jB) ### TV [Darling Buds of May](./english/tv/darling-buds-of-may/README.md) via my good friend Matt R., after I mentioned, that I discovered Catherine Zeta-Jones is Welsh and CBE. One of her 1st appearance it appears. ### Papers and Magazines

Articles

#### 12 April 2025 [The Scots magician who inspired the great Houdini](./english/articles/the-scots-magician-who-inspired-the-great-houdini/)

Laws

Kidlin's Law (no record of Kidlin) "If one writes a problem down in an understandable way, half of the problem is solved." ### Civil Rights

Theatre

[Jeffrey Bernard is Unwell] (1990) Peter O'Toole https://youtu.be/g6cYbZe1WYU "One day I was asked to write my autobiography and I put a letter in the Spectator asking if anyone could tell me what I was doing between 1960 and 1974." [Hamlet](./english/theatre/hamlet) ### Artists Young Emperors https://www.wulmagazine.com/interviews/cesar-love-alexandre ### Recording Studios Abbey Road ... another in London ... Max Martin ### Paintings taz [Music Mind](https://music-mind.de) Subkultur und Sound JACOBIN

Austtellungen

[Jugendstil](./deutsch/ausstellungen/jugendstill-kunsthalle-muenchen/README.md)

Organisationen der Zivilgesellschaft

Radioprogramme

[Die Peter Thiel Story](https://www.deutschlandfunk.de/die-peter-thiel-story-100.html) `3 July 2025` [Die Elon Musk Story](https://www.ardaudiothek.de/sendung/1live-die-elon-musk-story/urn:ard:show:54d819d5fb6a8835/) ### Das Kino [Der Himmel über Berlin](./deutsch/das-kino/der-himmel-ueber-berlin/README.md) ### Diskotheken [Dorian Gray](./deutsch/diskotheken/dorian-grey/README.md) ## Czech ### Music Cesta Kryštof ft. Tomáš Klus [https://youtu.be/_spfCq_FAFE?si=dqbloCGDTFiEKSVK](https://youtu.be/_spfCq_FAFE?si=dqbloCGDTFiEKSVK) ### Theatre ## Français ### Télé et Cinéma https://www.canalplus.com/cinema/ https://boutique.arte.tv #### x x x [La rebelle, les aventures de la jeune George Sand](./français/Cinéma/LaRebelle/README.md) [Les Femmes au Balcon](./français/Cinéma/les-femmes-au-balcon/README.md) [Le Testament d'Orphée](./français/Cinéma/le-testament-d'orphée/README.md) [Madame Bovary](./français/Cinéma/madame-bovary/README.md) en français [Le Blé en herbe] `27 April 2025` 🦋 [Becoming Karl Lagerfeld] private collection ### Livres For a fine vocabulary, read 137 books https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/French_literature#French_Nobel_Prize_in_Literature_winners https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/French_literature#French_literary_awards https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/French_literature#Key_texts https://fr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Littérature_française 1 Les Trois Mousquetaires ... audio+epub 2 Le Comte de Monte-Cristo 28 July 2024-9 March 2025 audio only 3 La Comtesse d'Escarbagnas 17 February 2025 audio only 4 Laura. Voyages et Impressions (1865) 9 March 2025-... audio 5 [Le Blé en herbe](./français/livres/le-ble-en-herbe/README.md) `26 April 2025` [Surveiller et punir](./français/livres/surveiller-et-punir/README.md) de [Michel Foucault](./people/michel-foucault/README.md) [Madame Bovary](./français/livres/madame-bovary/README.md) ### Journaux et Magazines ### Revues [SIC](./français/revues/sic/README.md) ### Les gens [Marcel Duchamp](./people/marcel-duchamp/README.md) [Raymond Radiguet](./people/raymond-radiguet/README.md) [Jean Cocteau](./français/les-gens/jean-cocteau/README.md) [Colette](./français/les-gens/colette/README.md) [Gustave Flaubert] [Madame Bovary](./français/livres/madame-bovary/README.md) [Simone Weil]simone-weil/README.md) (sorry, Belgium) [René Magritte](./français/les-gens/rené-magritte/README.md) ### Maisons d'édition J'ai lu [https://fr.wikipedia.org/wiki/J'ai_lu](https://fr.wikipedia.org/wiki/J'ai_lu) [Le Blé en herbe](./français/livres/le-ble-en-herbe/README.md) ### Arts [L'Oublié !](./français/art/l-oublié/README.md)

Music

Claude Debussy 2 Arabesques, CD 74: No. 1 in E Major. Andantino con moto -- [https://youtu.be/nId-f-_pKbQ](https://youtu.be/nId-f-_pKbQ)

[Mr. Blue Sky](./music/mr-blue-sky/README.md)

[Them Bones](./music/them-bones/README.md) by Alice in Chains

[White Rabbit](./music/white-rabbit/README.md) by Jefferson Airplane

Señorita [https://youtu.be/Pkh8UtuejGw](https://youtu.be/Pkh8UtuejGw)

[The Cold Song](./music/the-cold-song/README.md) Best performances and Special Mentions.

[Lithium](music/lithium/README.md)

Frankie Goes to Holywood [https://www.facebook.com/reel/504841162596866?fs=e&fs=e](https://www.facebook.com/reel/504841162596866?fs=e&fs=e) [https://youtu.be/Yem_iEHiyJ0](https://youtu.be/Yem_iEHiyJ0) the story of https://youtu.be/LgksUyHeqlU

https://youtube.com/shorts/9NXq2tpvAcE?si=Qn6rgRBgSb3XQOTt

https://youtube.com/shorts/luQxPMOaRu4?si=c7j8h5SWbpVQTX1W

https://youtube.com/shorts/spzJXy69LCI?si=l15RhGerRRq5JjoK

https://youtube.com/shorts/x2ryfMgQmOE?si=Kxv-S5jMs95jKEd_

https://youtube.com/shorts/OBgMCC-DkpU?si=prrKt0O9zZ42v-YV

Tattoo Loreen https://youtube.com/shorts/fTJ0qt80LiQ?si=7J9XOU518dUxJWKm

Adele Rolling in the Deep [https://youtu.be/rYEDA3JcQqw](https://youtu.be/rYEDA3JcQqw)

Dreamer Ozzy Osbourne [https://youtu.be/LCCiwPEdEpg](https://youtu.be/LCCiwPEdEpg)

Friday I'm In Love (Accoustic) The Cure [https://youtu.be/qdYwrFRxKH0?si=YFqzsenAEtqs7m87](https://youtu.be/qdYwrFRxKH0?si=YFqzsenAEtqs7m87)

In This Shirt The Irrepressibles (live at Haldern Pop Festival 2009) [https://youtu.be/z6tDHN20h7s?si=F1kC09d4lkLEknJf](https://youtu.be/z6tDHN20h7s?si=F1kC09d4lkLEknJf)

Equinoxe, Pt. 4 Jean-Michel Jarre [https://youtu.be/iyX_qouAmfE?si=P5-8iUK7wwJmkp5X](https://youtu.be/iyX_qouAmfE?si=P5-8iUK7wwJmkp5X)

🦋 Here Comes The Rain Again (live 1987) [https://youtu.be/jWT2_b71K1k?si=U9sQcWLIAqscmV7u](https://youtu.be/jWT2_b71K1k?si=U9sQcWLIAqscmV7u)

All The Things She Said t.A.T.u. [https://youtu.be/8mGBaXPlri8?si=v11LPa22wbe-fkLx](https://youtu.be/8mGBaXPlri8?si=v11LPa22wbe-fkLx)

Christophe by Rock Monsieur 45 (France, 1973) [https://youtu.be/eWKWWTwkZaE?si=BseCtSWnu5kjXcwP](https://youtu.be/eWKWWTwkZaE?si=BseCtSWnu5kjXcwP)

🦋 Rapture by Laura Veirs [https://youtu.be/cwSKVB6Z-cs?si=D30lAnb-vn0pLIKd](https://youtu.be/cwSKVB6Z-cs?si=D30lAnb-vn0pLIKd)

[Einstürzende Neubauten](./music/einstuerzende-neubauten/README.md)

🦋 [https://www.mixcloud.com/ForgottenTapes/dj-dag-dorian-gray-frankfurt-juli-1989-side-a/](https://www.mixcloud.com/ForgottenTapes/dj-dag-dorian-gray-frankfurt-juli-1989-side-a/)

(Welsh) Calon Lan (Live) [https://youtu.be/9YFGM8LXRPM?si=cTn_UC0nVCVvipoy](https://youtu.be/9YFGM8LXRPM?si=cTn_UC0nVCVvipoy) via my fb friend RA McCafferty

I'am Not In Love 10cc [https://youtu.be/STugQ0X1NoI](https://youtu.be/STugQ0X1NoI)

Never Gonna Change [https://youtu.be/V2Af30WFYQM](https://youtu.be/V2Af30WFYQM)

Be Alive, Beyoncé [https://youtu.be/4aeDlZOD-B0?si=5U40YpB6Q-SA7juF](https://youtu.be/4aeDlZOD-B0?si=5U40YpB6Q-SA7juF)

Angel, Massive Attack [https://youtu.be/hbe3CQamF8k](https://youtu.be/hbe3CQamF8k)

👻 Get Lucky cover by George Barnett [https://youtu.be/xY0-4ymWtbo](https://youtu.be/xY0-4ymWtbo) by Dua Lipa [https://youtu.be/wtZcG1jfyBE?feature=shared](https://youtu.be/wtZcG1jfyBE?feature=shared)

🦋 Why does my heart fee so bad? Mobi & Elton John (2000) [https://youtu.be/eg5B-oVXBj8?si=Oi8mTPV17h3dJ30h](https://youtu.be/eg5B-oVXBj8?si=Oi8mTPV17h3dJ30h)

Music Theory

by Frank Zappa [https://youtube.com/shorts/vip4VfvbgMw?si=zgeFdTwAE5p6bst1](https://youtube.com/shorts/vip4VfvbgMw?si=zgeFdTwAE5p6bst1)

Take me back to the 80s

Voyage, Voyage [https://youtu.be/NlgmH5q9uNk?si=w2QmLSr64sYgUAWH](https://youtu.be/NlgmH5q9uNk?si=w2QmLSr64sYgUAWH) Come On Eileen [https://youtu.be/6BODDyZRF6A?si=bGw5jVIPZH-DKFOY](https://youtu.be/6BODDyZRF6A?si=bGw5jVIPZH-DKFOY) Everybody Wants To Rule The World [https://youtu.be/aGCdLKXNF3w?si=YJn7zvzPEYtuzMV4](https://youtu.be/aGCdLKXNF3w?si=YJn7zvzPEYtuzMV4)

Take me back to the 60s

Nights in White Satin The Moody Blues YouTube

Computing

Agile. My Way.

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